So Close, yet so far...

Although we are close right now, I feel so far from you. I want, more than anything, for you to take me in your arms, look in my eyes, and tell me everything is going to be okay, babygirl... I need to hear these words more than I need the air I breathe. I'm scared to ask you if everything is going to be okay, because I fear the answer...I'm scared that you will say it won't be.
You say I don't deserve the things you do, but I don't see that. I want you- unconditionally. You say I should run, but I never would... I love you- why can't you see accept this? I feel like you're looking for a reason for me to run; I feel that you are looking for a reason to run too, though. Yes, there are things that I don't particualrly care for that you do, but I accept you for who you are. I just don't understand why you won't accept that I love you, no matter what.

I just want to curl up and cry. I just want to know that I'm not losing you. I just want to feel your love.......