your ex
Laura,
If I would have wrote this at a different time, perhaps it would have been filled with an immense amount negativity. Perhaps I would have raged on about the abuse, both mental and physical; perhaps I would have blamed you for a lot of things....perhaps....
The truth of the situation is, although I feel you made some really bad decisions while we were together, I do not totally fault you for them. We were in a very volatile place, ergo, I feel to blame you would be unfair. We both should have done things differently, but for whatever reason, we didn't.
As crazy as I may sound at times, I do hope you find true happiness. I hope that all you want and need in life is found in your life.
Honestly, I thought that I would end up writing, and going on a journey through memories here, yet now that I am writing, I'm coming up blank...I know what happened, as do you. These are places that no one should [ever have to] be privy to. Our past, although it was lovely for the first 8 months,the other 4 years were very dark...and I think it's best that we leave it just there...in the past.
With that being said, I wish you well. I hope all your hopes and dreams for the rest of your life are answered.
Aften
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