Well, I definitely woke up in a much better space than I was in yesterday. Perhaps venting and all aired out some of my emotional issues for the moment. Sometimes it's good to let people in, I suppose.
I fell asleep with her on the phone last night, to the sleepy breathing sounds on the other end of the line. It was comforting, knowing she was there with me, in a sense. I cuddled up to the t-shirt that smells like her, and my overweight dauschund...having the scent of her surrounding me eased my aching babygirl heart. It was the closest thing I could get to being in Daddy's arms....

We got up this morning, at the crack of dawn....the baby was ready to get up, so that's what we did! I woke up feeling oddly refreshed, although I didn't sleep too well! We had a very productive morning, thus far...did dishes, cooked breakfast, played outside for a few minutes, and got to spend a much needed 54 minutes on the phone with her. It's those little things that mean so much- being on the phone during the morning commute to work, the little texts that come throughout the day, just saying 'thinking of u' or something of that nature. These are the things that soothe my babygirl heart.

So, the apartment hunt shall continue throughout the day; perhaps something decent will turn up, that is not a fake posting...grrr....the sooner I can find something, the sooner we can be together again...