Not being with Daddy right now seems harder than ever. It hurts so much not being in her arms...last night, yes, I satiated my angst with entirely too much alcohol-- drinking my way into total and complete oblivion. It was all copacetic until I woke up at 5am, alone, and the harsh reality set in.
My babygirl heart is screaming out in agony, needing to be coddled; needing Daddy's love and affection...needing to be held and told everything is going to be okay...
It loops through my head, 'everything is going to be alright babygirl... I promise' that's the one thing even remotely satiating this pain....
Daddy's reassurance is the only true cure. Over time it becomes instantly effective. Daddy says it...so it is :)
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