You ask if it's ever enough; if you are enough...it saddens me to know that you question you because of me. I don't want you to doubt your adequacy with me, ever.
Yes, it is enough...you are more than enough.
You tell me everything will be okay, and I believe that it will, because you say it will. I know you do not want to smother me; that you want me to be able to stand on my own, and I can, just sometimes I don't want to...There are those difficult times where I just want to be coddled. You envelope me in your love, wrapping me in a safe space. You take me there with the simplest words of reassurance. You give me all I need in only a moment of your words and gestures.
It's alright that you do not always get me- I don't expect you to. At times I want you to be able to though. I want to explain me to you...I want you to know every intimate detail of me, no matter how difficult it may be for me to explain...I never want a time to come where we become stagnant. We can always be better, and through complete understanding, we become better...
I can't get you if I don't know where you are coming from or don't explain. You have a tendency to shut yourself off and I can't help you when you do that. This could go on but enough said.
ReplyDeleteThat's not what I am trying to do though... I thought I had been getting better at letting you in more......
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry.
:-(
I don't want either of us to be smothered.
ReplyDeleteTonight is Friday.....I can't wait to finally spend some much needed time with you. I miss you bunches
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