Sunday, May 15, 2011

Daddy Space?

Sometimes You opt not to be in that Daddy space, per sae; You say You feel there is a conflict of interest there, because I want You to be, but what I feel You do not realize, is whether You are there or not, I still feel You are. You know when I need You to be there in that capicity for me, and You don't let me down.

You say that You want me to have what I want, and I may not with You, but don't You see, what I want is You. Although you may not feel the Daddy space 100% of the time, I know that it is there still, whether it shows or not...I know that you are still Daddy, and I don't want nor expect you to necessarily show it all of the time. That is one of the greatest things about us. I know that I still have a voice with You; I am not only Your babygirl, but I am Your partner. You hear my voice, no matter what it is, and take it from there. It feels good to be Your equal, but also Your babygirl. I know I can be a part of the grown up world and succeed just fine; no one has to know anything about my inner self, but when I'm with You, I feel safe--I know that I can let my babygirl heart show, and You will keep me safe. I'm allowed to let go, be free, and not keep her locked away, hiding from the world.

So, even if You do not think you may not necessarily fill the Daddy role all of the time, or are not in that Daddy space, you are still my Daddy...all of the time.

Daddy is not something that comes and goes. It is something that is there, whether or not You think it is, or believe You are living up to my expectations. You don't have to live up to anyone's stereotypes. There is no norm. All that matters is that You and I are happy...all I want is to be Your babygirl, always...whether you are in that Daddy space, or not; whether I am in my beloved babygirl space at the moment, or have to be a grown up...I am still Your babygirl, and You are still Daddy, to me...it's something that is inside, not necessarily shown.

<3 your babygirl.

2 comments:

  1. Well said, little one. you truly do have the voice of a babygirl! *hugs*

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