Tonight is a hard night...after a hard day.
The company tonight was enjoyable, but it never kept my mind off of Her, not that this surprises me. She consumes every fiber of my being; being without Her is like being without air. Times like these are the ones that remind me most intensely of just how much I truly do need Her.
I am in such babygirl space right now, sitting here, Indian style on the bed, in the dark...pouring my heart out to an iPad....I need my Daddy to pull me into Her arms, so close, and tell me everything IS going to be okay. I want Her arms wrapped around me, fingers running through my hair. I need to feel that warmth and safety and security that only Her touch can give me...scary, that I'm only a day into being away from Her...last night, right now, I was curled up to Her side, dreading daybreak, yet feeling complete still....
Everything is going to be ok. Just don't overdue your bratty ways and your short temper to pull her away. Sometimes it gets to be too much for a daddy. Seems as though she loves you and your daughter tremendously and you need to trust that. "Listen" before reacting!!! All will be fine.
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