my true self...my innocence...my babygirl heart.

You took a piece of my fragile heart and threw it away tonight, as if it didn't matter or exist. You made me feel unimportant ...unwanted and unloved. You made me promises and gave me hope, making my day brighter, only to break them; letting me down and making everything feel so broken...especially this fragile, scared babygirl heart.
I put so much faith and trust in You. Do You not see this? I have trusted You with every piece of me.....i have shown You parts of myself that no one has ever seen. You have seen the REAL me; raw and unedited. Bare and true and vulnerable. I have given You parts of myself that i could never even have dreamed of showing anyone...i have let the terrified babygirl, so full of innocence, buried deep within me out, because i have trusted You to keep her safe. i have given You the greatest gift i have to offer- my true self, full of so much hope. Full of so many dreams. Full of complete innocence, in more ways than You could ever dream of.

Do You not realize that i have put total and compete faith in You? Can You not see that I've placed not only my heart and soul, but my true innermost self in Your hands? I've given You my true innocence. I've placed every ounce of hope and faith in Your hands, trusting You to keep me safe. Trusting You to protect my babygirl heart...

I have nothing more to give. You own every part of my mind, body, heart, and soul. I am, in every way, 100% Yours...You hold the key to my heart. You carry my innermost self in Your pocket. You have my truest self--My babygirl heart. The pure, unjaded innocence that no one else is able to know. You hold the power in Your palm without even knowing.
I live to make You happy. I strive to make You proud. I would do anything and everything You would ever ask...i am Yours, in each and every way possible, yet You don't see it...perhaps You don't even want it... but i need You to. I need You to need me in ways You dont want to admit. I need You to want these parts of me no one else has been worthy of. I need You to see the absolute unconditional love that i have for You...but most of all, i need You to love me and keep me safe. I need You to embrace my babygirl heart that I've given to You, and never let her go...

Every step i take is for You...all i ask in return is Your love...this babygirl heart needs to be cared for and cherished...i need You to keep me safe...

Please, Daddy...wrap me in Your warmth and safety...protect the innocence i possess; the innocence i am made of. I am Yours, in every way possible...just please, protect Your babygirl...

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