Another night where sleep seems unable to find me. I miss Her so much...all I can think of is being by Her side again, and having our family back together...
I spent the past 2-3 hours looking at more homes for us, with seemingly decent luck. Im pretty certain I have about 15+ emails from myself at this point for different homes for us. My mind is consumed by thoughts of having our family back. I need it, and I need it soon; just as I know She needs it...and little C needs it...
Today was rough because I hardly got to speak to Her, which ripped my heRt apart...luckily, this evening, we finally got some time together, online...better than nothing. She made me smile and feel the warm fuzzies again, which I was really needing. She called me Her babygirl, and made me feel like I was melting all over...it was nice...
That one word coming from Her mouth can take my darkest moments and fill them with rays of light again...
I must go and try to get sleep. It is already well past midnight, and I know C will be up at the asscrack of dawn, as usual! Hopefully the sleep fairies will work their magic, and help me get through this time right now without DaddyR....*sigh* I just miss Her so much....
...going to lay down, cuddled up with thoughts of being in Her arms again....
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