Thank You, Daddy

Today was not an easy day, but when it comes to a close, one can more easily evaluate it in all....
I am not going into a play by play, nor am I sharing why it was not an easy day; rather tonight, I am here to thank my Dasdy for everything She does.

I know that things can be, and are, extraordinarily difficult at times. For me and my Daddy right now, this is the time. This is the time that our dreams are close enough to touch, but then slip away, so quickly, to return to us later. This is the time that She tells me She would understand if I walk away, yet I tell Her I would never do that...these are the times that our love is put to the true test...but are able to withstand everything that this world throws at us. This is the time where WE prove how strong WE are, together, as one, rather than apart, as two...

After a very turbulative day, to say the least, I believe we will come out stronger for it. It doesn't feel like that right now, but I know that we will be even stronger for it... Things I learned today today did do hurt. My babygirl heart feels as if it is breaking in ways, but at the same time, it is okay. I know that my Daddy is doing everything in Her power to give me...us...what we most desire....Each other, and OUR family.

I know that my Daddy would do anything possible to bring us back together immediately, yet unfortunately, it is not always that easy. My heart is screaming out, and crying and bleeding for Her touch again...knowing that I cannot do anything right now to make everything easier hurts more than I ought to try to explain...I just want to help Her.......

Back to my initial purpose...the day has been long, stressful and difficult; but I believe it is all going to be okay. *This* babygirl has been in her fierce, strong, kickass femme mode, and that is perfectly okay. Daddy likes that Her babygirl can stand on Her own if needed; that she can be strong; that in difficult times, she can step up and support her Daddy, just as Daddy does for her... Daddy likes the dynamic personality that Her babygirl possesses.

With that being said, I want to express my gratitude to my Daddy for giving me the time tonight to reconnect with my babygirl...I needed to feel that safety and secureness tonight, just for a little bit, and although Her day was more difficult than mine in many ways, She allowed my babygirl space. I needed the moments to be free again...to feel carefree for those moments....to know that no matter what, I am safe with Her, in each and every way.


My Daddy may not be the stereotypical Daddy, but She is MY Daddy. She still shares real emotion with me and gives me a voice, no matter what....even when I don't want one. She is more perfect than I could ever begin to express. She is sweet, and sensitive...caring, nurturing, loving...yet only has to say one word in that firm tone of voice to push me in the right direction. My Daddy is perfect. She is perfect for me, even when She doesn't believe She is....
She makes all of my dreams become reality....


I love You DaddyR. You give me more than You will ever know...I just wish I could return to You what You give to me....

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