So, I wrote a blog...of substantial length. Then I smartened up. The things I was saying were intimately personal things. They illustrated my innermost feelings in quite a graphical sense. ...ergo, I decided to pull the blog.
I am frustrated. I am irritated. I am inconsolable. I am bratty. I am hurt. I am confused...yet deep down in, under all of the pain I am feeling, I am still loved.

And this is all that matters.