My Daddy is...

the most amazing person i have ever, EVA met, in my life.

Sitting here on the phone tonight, talking about our wedding plans. Intensely, talking about our wedding plans. Who i want to be in it...which comes down to 4 people, for me. Grams sister, Aunt Sandy, Nanette, Sam, and my babygirl sister, Deanna. That is what my wedding party consists of. These are the people that are the most important to me, and i feel the need to have by my side on the most important day of my life...

Let me paint you the black and white picture....this picture-perfect image....DaddyR and i, in white...our wedding party in black. Jaysen Arno, marrying us....the most important people i've ever been in contact with, by my side. my family in the background--including my dearest friends, such as Lou and her sweet son, Matthew; Georgene Foster, Grams best friend...the people that i could never imagine life existing without. Hatteras. These are the things that mean most to me. Grams picture painted into everyones mind; knowing that She and Grandpa Charlie are there in spirit, simply because it is at their home....and their baby has grown up and found her true love....

This is the picture that i see. i see the master suite in Grams house filled with my Rhonda and i...with Grams blessing, for once in my life....

They say that you look for someone like your mother/father in your mate; well, i look for someone like Grammy Dora...and i have finally found Her. Not only the physical portrayal of her, but the one woman that completely captures her essence. Somehow i got lucky, and found my soulmate. There's not a single day that goes by that i do not thank Gram for this blessing....

my past karma has finally caught up with me. i may not be all that i should be, in this life, but i know i have lived many lives prior to this one that my absolute essence is finally being rewarded....