There is so much i should catch up on, however, i choose to just babble for a moment, while Chloe sleeps...
i cannot believe that only 1 week ago She was here with me. i don't know exactly why, but it seems to be hitting me a little harder than i would like to admit right now. Perhaps it is just because last week right now i was beside Her. i miss Her so much...right now, i have Her on the phone, on mute, while She is at work. As silly as it may sound, it's kind of neat *smiles* It's like a window into Her day; a closeness....
Yes, i'm a silly, sappy babygirl sometimes...
i cannot wait until we can be together. This distance gets harder and harder sometimes...All i wish is that i could be with Her. i know this will happen, perhaps sooner than later, yet it is still very emotionally tolling at times. She is so much to me. The little things She says and does--Her brushing my hair while She was here; telling me She is proud of me, and i am a good babygirl...the silly laughs we share over driving less than a mile a million times, looking for something...these little things that fill me with warmth and light....
i need Her with me, always....
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